are harder than others.
sometimes its acceptable to push memories out of the way and to forget how much has changed, but sometimes its a lot harder to forget.
and its the times that i can’t manage to make myself forget that i really need somebody to be here to help me deal with.
those are the times when i really just need to cuddle up with somebody who cares about me. whether its a friend or something more .. everybody has to feel safe sometimes.
right now is sometimes.
and i wish you were here with me, cos i’m very alone.
i’m totally flattered, but
we both know you stalk my tumblr.
you don’t have to be ashamed