a la luna

a boy to sleepover with. must be: comfortable, down to cuddle, sometimes down to kiss, and able to at least pretend to be nice. besides, i’m kind of cute and i’m only a little crazy. it can’t be that hard to look past.

i know, i can’t take one more step towards you
cause all that’s waiting is regret
don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore?
you lost the love i loved the most

i learned to live half alive
and now you want me one more time

and who do you think you are?
running round leaving scars
collecting your jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
do don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms

i’ve learned to live half alive
and now you want me one more time

and who do you think you are?
running round leaving scars
collecting your jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

dear, it took so long just to feel all right
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed
cause you broke all your promises
and now you’re back
you don’t get to get me back

and who do you think you are?
running round leaving scars
collecting your jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don’t come back for me
don’t come back at all

who do you think you are?

i wish things had happened differently.

so that you could be here right now

to see how beautiful i am.

and to let me rest my head on you for comfort

and to touch my soft hair.

and to help me remember that

everything is not as bad as it may seem.